to: my heart

To my heart who is in critical condition and barely beating
i let you go and watched you fall.
to hide the guilt i put on a smile
longing for limpidity .
Indifferent and disgusted by my own tune
i now long for my hearts slow song .
but as you sit praying for a blind beat
take note of the healers
admire you
hug the energy that is given
& remember the reasons
to the heart of me: help me love me

sincerely, michaelj

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